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Were they true or just a feeling?? ... So i pretended to sleep we're on the floor under the extra duvet that we ordered my sister is already asleep .., we're watching the movie after10 mins i slept .., after that i felt someone is touching me in wrong places am not asleep yet but i didn't moved this time i made myself sleeping i were like what the fuck his wedding is in few months!! I tried avoiding and moving to show him that am awake! I couldnt scream!! Thats all i could do at that time is to move what is he doing!! We all notice that there was sth before travelling he was like calling me for hours and hours i remembered my nanny telling me "guys are like animals they only take what they want and leave you" that was true ,,, i dont even wanna remeber what he was doing!!!  And the most miserable part that i couldnt talk i wished my sister felt that sth is happening and came to check on me!! 

Post #1

So here's my first post enjoy…
When she was on her way to the airport heading back home she was listening to one of her favorite songs that she didn't realize arriving to the airport her eldest sister started calling her "sara sara we arrived yalla lets get down" sara "o elsma lw t3rf ab3ad o 7doood... , ohh wa9lnaa?? Yalla yalla" ..., we moved toward the checkin point everything was ok 
I couldnt stop thinking of the hell happening to me never thought that id end up this way!! Am that strong girl all of that is happening to me?? Why ya rabb maybe i deserve it ana mg9raa b7gkk ya rabby... My sister were checking some random stuff at the duty free , she didnt even bother to ask maybe because she saw us last night me and my czn watching some movies after they slept "fe9al plz lets watch it later am tired now i have to sleep.." "Mn jidk enty ur leaving tmw lsa ma shb3t mnkm" "i know but its out of our hands eljayat akthr" "5la9 ajl u sleep and i'll continue watching it bs y5l9 i'll leave to my room" ,,, i wasn't comfortable about it ! Thats not the first time to happen something like this!! And i end up feeling sth wrong used to happen but what? i dont know ,, this time i promised myself to try my best to not sleep i wanna know whats happening ? What was the things am feeling? 

Shit happens life moves on!!

HEY all!! This is my first post and its a true story of me!! It hurts writing these few lines but i want you all to understand me and never do or fell in thesame mistakes although life goes on but time isnt always capable of heeling the pain  …  hope you'll feel me and enjoy  my lines its written with my 5 sinces i swear !! 
Written with tears. 
S~